twist Of fate

its people that makes u emo

2007-01-25T14:27:00.000-08:00

im back! but i realise that my friends blog have changed. nvm its ok, gonna update. finally grad from shatec already so currently looking for some part-time jobs. why is everyone asking me to club where i don even club liao. drinking session as usual with kaki lin & kai, notice that i've been drinking really too much liao! from today onwards gonna cut down liao or else i will be broke v soon.

anyway wanna thanks all my friends that attended my bdae party. u guys simply rocks my world. all the present that i've receive is liquor. hohoho. wat u good start off by giving me barcardi 151 flaming. "thanks ah"! anyway i guess that's all for the time being, will update soon again.

la la la

2006-09-07T01:23:00.000-07:00

4-12 shift is super damn boring!!! nothing to do at all. slack ard waiting for order to come. the clock is like ticking so slow.

anyway tml nite going momo. so long since i last when clubbing. hope tml will be happening.

so sick

2006-08-25T03:23:00.000-07:00

everyday at work been doing the same thing again and again. it's like a routine like that. i find it really meaningless. simply dragging myself to work everyday. just wish that this attachment can end faster.

i got drunk again!

2006-07-17T18:51:00.000-07:00

sat went over to matt house to drink. at first only drink abit then later on start to mix all kinds of liquor together and drink by shots. actually drink till high then don wan to drink liao but later on matt open one more black label. so that's why i got drunk. morning 8 plus then reach home.

irritating flu

2006-07-15T01:30:00.000-07:00

im sick again! arrrgh. hate it. running nose damn irritating, feel like cutting off my nose.

lazy lazy lazy

2006-07-11T13:13:00.000-07:00

mc over. so im back to work again, damn sian can. after resting for so many days really don feel like getting my feets back to work. somemore later working 3-11, why cant they put 4-12. at least free transport home, it has been months since i last work afternoon shift. btw, afternoon shift also nth much to do except for there will be alot of ala-cate orders. the skin on my body is starting to peel off real jia lat, my back look as if i have a wings like that. lol. this kinda life really can made me mad, everyday the same routine. work, sleep and eat.

evil sunshine

2006-07-09T11:13:00.000-07:00

ok. here im down with 4days of mc due to severe sun burn. and i didn know it could get so serious, firstly i look like a lobster and slowly i cant even stretch my body coz my skin is like so damn tight. then whole body starts to feel itchy and later on skin start peeling off then "TADA" i look like a freak now. like as if my face was caught in the fire, so now i cant even step out of my house. no more sun-tan for me and i shall try moon-tan. =_="

my life my way

2006-07-01T00:32:00.000-07:00

arrrgh. work sux. totally sux to the core, i seems like a ball to them. awhile put me in cold awhile put me in hot, fuck la. and wat does omelette station got to do with me??? im not from banquet side. can spare a thought for me, i don wan to learn things half way. though the local side things i learn till 7788 le but come on la, not totally all the thing i know rite. and somemore im not a superman ok, leave some space for me to breath can.

anyway it been so long since i last went to sentosa, im going on next wed. anyone wanna tag along???

underage party sux to the core

2006-06-20T20:14:00.000-07:00

im not going to any underage party anymore, it simply sux. especially there are lots of ah bengs and lians which make me even more sian. well. what can i say? its an UNDERAGE party! u can see that those underage are so gan jiong and excited. but for us its like come on la its juz a club only.

nowadays things in my life is running kinda smooth. will it continue for long, i don know.

im a club addict

2006-06-10T22:57:00.000-07:00

today is sat and zouk got event going on! but i cannot go due to work. need to get up by 7am in the morning and that's the reason why i cannot go. i got the urge to club all the time, how i wish i could club everyday. lol.

so guys now u know the reason why i blog so seldom. hahs. simply addicted to club, but it seems like during party the place will be much more happening. i tink i club too much already, nw wallet got hole liao. have to wait till end of the month again. sian.

do u guys miss me?

2006-06-05T22:36:00.000-07:00

guess u guys miss me rite. haha. didn blog for so long due to my work. 30th mos i thought it gonna be fun but it sucks to the core, waited for so long then can enter. will not go to mos anymore, its one of the worse i ever been to.

last sat went to watch movie, its has been so so so long since i last watch. watched slither, damn gross can. almost make me puke, went home ard 4 like that. sleep for like 1½ only and have to get up to work. im like so damn tired lor. yesterday get home from work after dinner ard 8 like that went to take a rest but i sleep all the way till today morning 8. this shows how tired i am, didn really have enough sleep recently. guess i really have to sleep early or else i really will collapse one day due to lack of sleep.

bored, fuk-up, broke = die

2006-05-29T06:32:00.000-07:00

hell shit. my monitor need to rest and i think he wun wake up anymore! so i wun be online till i got the money to buy a new monitor. anything can sms or call me.

my culinary skills

2006-05-25T15:15:00.000-07:00

a pot of rice which i cook with my tears.

a dish which i cook with the flesh of mine.

a pot of soup which is seasoned with the blood that flows out from the cuts in my heart.

love or live

2006-05-24T19:50:00.000-07:00

my love life simply sucks to the core, everytime when i falls in love with someone i will somehow have that "six sense" thing and its something bad k. however im used to it le, but i am only human and i do feel hurt. well. i juz wanna find someone that i can really be with. well. u guys juz don understand how i feel.

if ya wanna know, dance with me

2006-05-22T01:09:00.000-07:00

woohoo. im happy. yea yea.

last nite when to indo chine with ronnie, raymond, ben, june and chee. at first very pek cek coz i was told 9pm start but we waited for one hour plus then can go in. beginning was so sian, nobody dance at all until ard 11 like that then the PARTY START!!! before that drink not alot but bottoms up all the way and i was like kinda high, so started dancing all the way seh seh like that. haha. after one hour like that evelyn join us, so we continued to dance. until 2pm coming 3pm like that suddenly the music stop, all stand down there blur blur. then holy god shit! police raid! party over. waited for like 15-20mins like that then can go. then we head towards shaw towers de mac, grab something to bite and go seperate ways coz i working in the morning and raymond they all go fulin house to drink. arrrrgh. so envy.

i lack of sleep and im like a zombie now!!! but worth it la coz really had alot of fun. u guys rawks.

feeling exhausted is shiok

2006-05-18T18:20:00.000-07:00

last nite was damn fun. it has been a long long time since i last enjoy myself.

first met raymond at lorong 7 take bus 57 to boat quay then meet ronnie outside pink dolphin went in ard 11pm. ordered 4 jugs of foster, leave ard 2pm.

went straight to MOS, waited for qiyang outside the carpark. when we purchase the tickets that time we ask how much is the tickets. the receptionist told us $20 but we never say we want to buy then chicken mac nugget, the receptionist grab my hand and chop. BINGO! die die muz go in liao. but in the end we will also be going in de la. hahs. so exchange for the drinks had one tequila shot and vodka lime. after one hour had one tequila pop and bourbon coke. stayed at there til closing.

head towards devils dance again, damn exhausted at that time but continue dancing till closing. by the time its ard 6, at that im feeling damn exhausted and thirsty so when to 7-11 and buy some drinks then slack for awhile and take a cab home.

im running out of cash, spend alot this few weeks. but its worth it, really had alot of fun. this coming sat still think whether should go indochine anot, coz next day still got work. but most prob should be going :P

im gonna collapse soon

2006-05-16T00:56:00.000-07:00

everyday im like only sleep for 5hrs. couldn sleep plus next day working morning shift. feeling tired and restless at work = scolding. haiz. today whole day kena tekan by chef.

the off day i requested was approve. yea. 30th Vaunt @ MOS.

people, enveriorment, problems has change me

2006-05-11T02:01:00.000-07:00

i think i've change, to someone better or worse(idk). i believe the root of my change comes mainly from problems that i had encounter, what im doing now is totally different from the past. last time i don't go clubbing at all(truth, i swear) nowadays i go so often that even the boss of those club knows me. and i seriously drink like hell, (shots, housepour, shooters, beers) in a night can drink like non-stop and its like drinking water like that. well. mayb its something good? that i have realise how to enjoy life. after all i just felt that mayb this is a new form of ways for me to relief from stress(problems and emo).

i really have to thanks 2 person that accompanys me all the while when im sad and down.

Raymond: im really fortunate and lucky to have you as my frend. 11yrs of frendship i have never regret knowing you.

Ronnie: although i know just last yr. but it seems that we have known each other for like years. great to know such a good frend like you.

wahahahaha

2006-05-07T06:17:00.000-07:00

i tink i and raymond is getting bored and crazy. yesternite went to zouk, before that went to have supper at a prata shop. had nasi baryani and teh tarik, after we finish our supper we notice the time was already 2am. oh shit! so late liao, so we leaved in a hurry. guess wat? we forget to pay for our meal. wahahaha! heckcare! lol. went to buy the tickets, the cover charge was $23! so ex! *%^&$#@!. but in the end we still buy. hahaha. and yea, really have fun in there. leave there ard 5 like that. took a a cab back to tpy, had instant noodle again. hahs. so nw my whole body is aching. aching plaster pls.

mr. germs and bacteria

2006-05-04T21:55:00.002-07:00

Im down with cough, flu and fever. Was sick for 3days already but insist on working, until this morning I don even have the energy to walk. So really have no choice have to go consult doctor and was issued with 2days of mc, gonna rest at home for quick recovery.

this song tells

2006-05-04T17:56:00.003-07:00

"Straitjacket Feeling"

Back me down from backing up

Hold your breath now it's stacking up

Etched with marks, but I can deal

And you're the problem and you can't feel

Try this on, straitjacket feeling

so maybe I won't be alone

Take back now, my life you're stealing

Yesterday was hell

But today I'm fine without you

Run away this time without you

And all I ever thought you'd be

That face is tearing holes in me again

Trust you is just one defense

off a list of others, you don't make sense

Beg me time and time again

to take you back now, but you can't win

Take back now, my life you're stealing

Yesterday was hell

But today I'm fine without you

Run away this time without you

And all I ever thought you'd be

That face is tearing holes in me

but today I'm fine without you

Run away this time without you

And all the things you put me through

I'm holding on by letting go of you

And when that memory slips away

There'll be a better view from here

And only lonesome you remains

and just the thought of you I fear

it falls away

Yesterday was hell

But today I'm fine without you

Run away this time without you

And all I ever thought you'd be

That face is tearing holes in me

but today I'm fine without you

Run away this time without you

And all the things you put me through

I'm holding on by letting go of you

its time

2006-05-01T01:46:00.000-07:00

yesterday went to meet raymond,ronnie,xing wei and qi yang after work at DXO. i thought i couldn catch the last bus but i waited for it and yea i manage to. hahs. by the time we went in there are already tons of people inside, so we decide to get some drinks first. exchange for my free drinks first, kinda disspointed coz only can exchange for housepour. so i get a cola rum and raymond get vodka lime. they so giam sup can, they alcohol so little only. haha. after that feel like drinking shots so we ordered tequila, two shots down and we went down to dance. its so crowded that we have to slowly squeeze in to the dance floor, we like spend ard 10 mins to get to a spot where there's space for us to dance. dance for like one hr plus and we are getting damn exhausted. went out to take a rest and saw sherlyn, but she going home le. rest for like 15mins like that and then go in, wanted to dance but too tired to dance. hahs. so we slack at level two till ard 3 like that and we decide to go. slack ard at boat quay area and wait for the first bus to go home.

it has been so long time since i last went clubbing. hmm. mayb should go more often as in to relax. hahs.

immune to tiredness

2006-04-29T02:12:00.000-07:00

wed: 8.30a.m – 11.00p.m
thur: 8.30a.m – 10.30p.m
fri: 12.00p.m – 12.00a.m

continuously working straight 3days in row at the kind of time slot but surprisingly I don feel tired. Well, its good for me I guess, keeping me busy working stops me from thinking of things that will make me emo and down. My body is deteriorating real badly, my back is damn pain, there’s a sharp pain at my heart area when I breath. Later today working till 12a.m again.

request approve!

2006-04-21T00:25:00.000-07:00

i cant take it anymore so i decided to talk to the chef!

me: chef can i have a word with you?
chef: ok wat's the problem(immediately stop wat he's doing)
me: i tink im not suitable working in cold kitchen.
chef: u find it not suitable working in cold kitchen or working with me(giving me that fucking looks)
me: both.
chef: why u find that u are not suitable working in the cold kitchen?
me: i request for chinese kitchen and now they put me in cold kitchen, my interest is not here. its kinda like doing something that is against my will, then when i do something i don do it with heart the quality will be like... u know?
chef: u don have a choice coz u need to rotate.
me: but in the first place u guys approve and now u want to take back your words?
chef: (mute for a few secs) u go and do your work first i will tink about it.

after 15 mins

chef de cuisine: darrel come.
me: orh.
chef de cuisine: what's the problem, u can tell me.
me: haiz. nth.
chef de cuisine: don be afraid juz tell me what happen.
me: ok. when i go for interview that time i was approve to work in chinese kitchen but now im put in cold kitchen.
chef de cuisine: ok. so now u find it uncomfortable working in the cold kitchen?
me: yes.
chef de cuisine: so u want to switch to chinese kitchen?
me: of coz. i request for it and it was approve.
chef de cuisine: but u trainees cant go to chinese kitchen.
me: but why in the first place the chef that interview me approve?
chef de cuisine: i tink he forgets about it.
me: ok. so now can i ask for a transfer to the local side coz its in main kitchen and partly doing chinese cuisine too.
chef de cuisine: ok. but u will have to work until the end of this week in cold kitchen coz the schedule is planned already.
me: ok. so i start working at local side next week onwards?
chef de cuisine: yes. make sure u work hard over there.
me: *grin* ok chef.

finally will not be under that fucking bastard anymore. finally can use the wok again. haha.

blood boils

2006-04-18T23:02:00.000-07:00

this post is not for reading purpose!

been working like hell and im damn shag and tired. but that's not the matter coz my passion is cooking.

wat matters most is that the fucking chee bye chef, wat's wrong with you? u have a problem with me izzit, chao chee bye. i work like hell for ur buffet and a-la-carte things and there u are scolding and insulting me like im ur dog.and note this! im doing all the things on my own without the help from any other people. juz tink of ur fucking buffet things, u have a total of 11 dish and i still need to work at the sashimi station at the same time.

and the morning breakfast buffet things, i have to run out to check the items every 15 mins! what the hell do u expect from me? im only there for like one week only and u expect me to know everything. and giving me those fucking cock up schedule, work for 11 hrs and the next day have to report to work at 8 in the morning! bastard!

im not there for u to F! im working there for my own career path, stop all the insulting and threatening! next time think twice before u say something out from ur stinky mouth, run through ur fucking brain asshole.

What Kind of Kisser am i?

2006-04-14T22:27:00.000-07:00

You're an Expert Kisser

You're a kissing pro, but it's all about quality and not quantity

You've perfected your kissing technique and can knock anyone's socks off

And you're adaptable, giving each partner what they crave

When it comes down to it, your kisses are truly unforgettable

lol. i didn know that.

what kind of ice cream i am

2006-04-14T22:05:00.000-07:00

You Are Chocolate Fudge Brownie Ice Cream

You just don't know when you've had enough (or too much)!

wahahaha. excatly the same. lol.

love thingy

2006-04-14T21:21:00.000-07:00

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when everything is uncertain, one moment heaven... the next moment hell.

You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance.

Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.

1,3,5 and 8 quite true the rest bullshit. lol. haha.

first day at work

2006-04-12T23:15:00.000-07:00

actual date to start work should be on monday but was send to attend the GEMS training for 2days. nvm. as long as i get my pay can liao. lol.

i start work today and i was put in the cold kitchen! wtf. sadded can.

was rather dissapointed, i don like cold kitchen!they treat me like a "superman" all the buffet cold dish i pao! 11.30am - 2.30pm i was put at the sushi station, wat i did was stand there and serve the customer sashimi, like those sushi restaurant where customer were sitted in front of the sashimi counter and order sashimi from the chef. damn pai seh. was rather slow at the beginning and the customer have to wait quite long, luckily no complain. was taught only once and i have to run the whole show alone! after that went to have lunch and have to return to the kitchen immediately, while doing the buffet dish have to do a-la-carte at the same time. stress! going to be stuck in the cold kitchen for 3 months. bottom line "very tired".

out of service

2006-03-28T13:16:00.000-08:00

temporary for this week i will not be putting up any post. busy studying. but i will still be tagging! lol.

countdown

2006-03-21T19:12:00.000-08:00

5 more days to exam. stress!

should be studying for exams instead im planning where to go during the holidays. lol.

going to batam but muz see whether ben de passport can still be use anot.
going to sentosa to try out that so called "kart" thing. (sun-tan and kayaking)
eski bar. wanna try coz its so cold inside there that u have to wear winter clothings.
steamboat! 1 yr already since i last went to eat.

hope that all the above will be able to make it. lol.

aiyo. DARREL WOON!!! wake up la. stop dreaming. exams are more important than all this! lazy to study. but still have to, this exams concerns about whether i can get my diploma cert! better study nw le. ciaoz.

Projects

2006-03-18T03:07:00.000-08:00

im suffering from brain damage, due to the coming up exams and projects. yesternight rush my projects till 3 plus in the morning, lack of sleep cause me to look like a zombie!

next week will be the prep for exams and we still need to go sch! arrgh. cant the sch juz let us stay at home and revise, struggle for 2 more weeks and thats it.

mayb will be going to batam during the one week holiday. actually wanted to go thailand but they r like saying go thailand need to spend more money. lol. go where also de same as long as get to go for vacation can liao.

i still got one more project to do. someone hit me on the head pls! i mean it. let me go into coma and sleep.

beverages

2006-03-13T23:32:00.000-08:00

Beverages is fun, learning all the spirits.

Do u guys know that brandy is made of grapes?

Rum is made of sugar cane!

dissapointed!

2006-03-11T00:35:00.000-08:00

seriously i feel like giving up. i studied so hard for the test in the end i fail two of the papers. its like i put in alot of effort and it goes to the drain. haiz. im seriously down. leave me alone!

additional

2006-03-09T21:42:00.000-08:00

Piang liao la. today the english paper damn hard lor. im not the only one who say the paper is hard lor. the whole class was complaining the paper is hard. Mdm says that the exam paper will be much more difficult! arrrgh. siao liao la.

DARREL STOP COMPLAINING. WAKE UP!!! STUDY!!!

Stress

2006-03-08T20:53:00.000-08:00

2weeks later exams start. today 2 new projects are assign to us, its like the projects are keep coming non-stop like that. arrrgh. can i have a break? PLEASE! im really going crazy liao la, then was notice that mayb don even have the one week holiday b4 going to the 9 months attachment. WTH.

this semester faster end la, i really cannot take it liao. there are even a few times while i was doing the project and study for the test till i have a headache. i juz simply hate theory lessons!

Hate!!!

2006-01-27T19:55:00.000-08:00

I hate it to the core... hate this kind of dinner... its renioun dinner and we are not eating as a family... eating at diff timing... wtf... then wat's the point of eating this dinner!!! why cant juz wait for everyone to be back home then eat together???

ARRRGH!!!

Stress ar!!!

2006-01-24T07:08:00.000-08:00

It has been so long since i last blog... this semester sux man, the time table kns la... hate it man... theory all the way no practical!!! its gonna be damn sian can... 3 projects coming up and i really don have the mood to do... its like im use to working in the restaurant liao then suddenly change back to theory lessons... honestly speaking i rather work full shift than studying in sch, i don know why la... stop talking about sch stuff, will only make me more stress up nah...

Chinese new year coming le... yeah!!! Its time to get ang bao... hahaha... but i haven buy a shirt yet... i only bought t-shirts only... i still got alot of things i wan to buy!!! but no $$$... :(
i wan a new hp... my hp lag like hell... aiya... kns la... no money think already also no use... wish everyone a happy chinese new year... will update soon again...

KTV

2005-12-10T03:57:00.000-08:00

Actually don intend to go out today... but ard 8 plus like that matthew called me and was asking me whether i wan to go out... i say go where some more 8 plus liao leh, then he say juz come down to orchard then say la... think for awhile and since nth to do at home then go lor, reach there liao then he say go marina south fishing!!! OMG!!! He's crazy lor... I don like fishing and i find it cruelty to animals lor... then monica and ying kai also don feel like going so i ask them whether they wan to go singing and they agree... YEAH!!! its been almost 2 mths since i last went, sing sing and sing non-stop... in the end no voice liao... haha...

Went to orchard hawker there to have supper, wait for wei zhou and sadrick over there... The min the come they straight away say go play dota!!! they r crazy man... i didn join them... then in the end they went to city hall there... then i and monica go home lor...

tired tired tired!!! BUT i staying awake to watch my date with a vampire 3... haha

Pain!!!

2005-12-09T02:11:00.000-08:00

Well... its another boring day of my life, went to learn breakdance at citylink... learn those basics like 6 steps and baby freeze... after that was thought how to do 7, first by mastering how to handstand then life up one hand, twist ur body and touch ur foot...

Learning handstand that time i fall on my head alot of times... very PAIN ar... after that they juz call me to change straight to 7, i don dare ar... scary sia... but tinking if i don dare to do 7 then other moves will be harder de leh then juz do lor... practice alot of times, almost can do it le but the pose still not perfect... but i tried my best for today le, will continue to practice till perfect...

Shopping!!!

2005-12-07T22:23:00.000-08:00

Actually having a pri sch gathering today but suddenly last nite was told that it was cancel... :( Then today intend to stay at home de, but in the end went shopping with raymond at queensway shopping centre... Been tinking of going there since last 2 weeks but don have the time, since today im bored and free at home then go lor...

Brought a nixon de T-shirt white colour de, notice that i don really have much of white colours T-shirts at home... Then went round and round the shopping centre looking for blazer, saw one in dark brown colour try out and find it suits me well then jiu mai le lor... the worse thing is after buying that blazer saw another one which looks much much much more better than the one i brought... was kinda disspointed... :( then i saw the guy which i brought my blazer from his shop, he greeted me hello and i reply him asking him why is he also at this shop and reply saying that the both shops are actually link... i asked him why ur shop don have this blazer (which i find it looks better that one) and he said that diff stocks... then was tinking whether i can change??? and i asked him, he very funny lor asking me really like that blazer izzit and super like it izzit; beh ta han izzit and i reply of coz la... and he say ok, i change it for you... was so HAPPY at that time... he keep reminding me to bring customer to him... haha... so nw one thing settle from my wish list le... the blazer really look very nice wor... some more the price very resonable...

going to have supper with raymond le... ciaos... :)

Hello

2005-12-06T06:29:00.000-08:00

Hello everyone!!! Finally im back to blog again... anyone miss me??? hehe... juz finish my ec last week, its so tired lor... been working full shift for the whole week, wake up 6 in da morning then go home ard 10-11pm like that... been eyeing on a blazer that day over at marina square in the end don have my size, so i waited for the new batch to come... And im so pissed off with the shop retailer, she lie to me saying that is no L size at other outlets... in the end there is over at heeren... arrrrgh... the new batch has arrive... kind of dissapointed, none of them look nice... x'mas is round the corner, chiong for clothing nw!!! SALES!!! haha... wish that this yr the x'mas will be diff from the previous few yrs... its kinda bored spending time at town squeezing with ppl... i rather chill out at some where that's more relaxing, chat with friends... who wan x'mas present tell me k... coz its thanks giving... tink that's all ba... ciaos...

relax

2005-04-21T09:43:00.000-07:00

Today again having headache... don know why tis few weeks keep on having headache, take panadol also no use... tis few days didn blog, didn really have the mood to blog de...

Everyone was tinking of everlasting love but does it really exist??? wat we are going through nw is juz puppy love but i belive even if we are at tis age we can have true love... but everybody juz take love for granted, didn really go and appretiate and treasure it... ciaozzz

broke

2005-04-16T02:40:00.000-07:00

went to ps juz nw ard 9pm like that... meet up with chia huat and wei qiang first then meet neo at the arcade... lose to neo in kof 2002, then left ard 11 like that went to parklane to meet ying kai go home together... then meet raymond at lorong 7, don know why raymond likes to drink so much... but then i also got drink a little bit :) then was asking how is he and his lao po, he told me that they break up liao... OMG!!!! they stead very long liao leh how come like that??? haiz... hope that the break up doesn make him down or wat...

tml going to shao mu, have to wake up at 4 in da morning... arrgh... so early... so gtg liao... or else i will look like a zombie tml...

Haiz

2005-04-15T23:40:00.000-07:00

Haiz... i cock up with my presentation today... then sir start to nag at me and i redo my presentation... don know why today xin bu zai yan, cut myself while i was pulling the cling wrap; the blade was so sharp... the cut was so deep that the blood keep bleeding profusely... then sir quickly help me stop the bleeding... was trying to cook mai pian xia today, but fail to do it :( nvm i will try again until i pass...

Was tink about we live for wat??? izzit becoz of ourself or izzit becoz of others??? so many why in our live, but the main reason for us to live is wat??? as for me i take it as a maze, there are times where u couldn find i way out for many things but there also are times that u could... so take it as a experience that u have to go through, but many things are not wat we expected... as for many things there's a will there's a way, always look on the bright side... :)

Learning!!!

2005-04-13T00:26:00.000-07:00

Yeah!!! today learn something new, learn how to make fruit tarlet... yummy :) who wan to try??? hee...
actually its so easy to make, and yet delifrance are selling at such a high price... but normally pastry are expensive, i tink its because of the skills in making those cakes and blah blah blah... its really take alot of skills to make a perfect pastry, although im taking a course that is not really focus on pastry & baking but i willing to learn when im working then at that time i will have two skills liao... haha... but better be focus on one thing or else i will be very blur, but pastry tis thing very intresting but it takes alot of yrs to perfect it... Mr Justin is really a good chef, he teaches me many things, he's really patience with us and he promise to teach me how to make mango moose cake and strawberry short cake...

Today my mood is better liao, although my running nose is still on...

Have anybody wonder why feelings will fade and why relationships will turn sour???
In the beginning both party seems very loving but as it goes on they will quarell and start to use the word "lets break up"... does the word "break up" comes out so easily from the mouth???
have they ever tink of the happy times and the things they being through together??? I juz find the trust between the both party is not strong enough, feelings show towards each other is also very important... tis moment they can say "I Love You" the next moment they can juz simply say "lets break up"... many things are not juz wat we tink, alot of things will be involve for example attitude and character tis two thing will make alot of difference...
some ppl say one give in to the other can liao but the person who is always giving in, have the other party ever thought of the one who is always giving in??? actually the person don feel good, he/she juz concern for the other party feelings and doesn wan to make things big... thought of other party feelings... don be selfish and everything will turn out smooth... :)

Yeah!!! tml don need to go sch can sleep until late late... go play gunbound liao... ciaozz....

Arrgh

2005-04-12T23:06:00.000-07:00

still having headache... my head very pain, take panadol also no use... then nw having running nose...

no mood to write... very sick... ciaozzz...

yeah!!!

2005-04-09T03:12:00.000-07:00

Tis is my first time blogging... i very outdate rite??? other ppl blog so long liao, i nw then blog... wo lao a... so cannot blame me... go and edit my blogskin liao... nw damn nan kan... ciaozz.....